I´m a hurting heart, but I just kepp going. Cause we got to live and enjoy everythig even in our darkest times!

So my X-boyfriend he contacted me 4 months after he broke up. And now he is asksing if I could give him a second chance. In a way I had seen it coming, but I were still in shock when he asked me. I thought a lot about it, and was willing to give him one, but after he canceled our plan to be together, then I'm starting to think that I will not give him a second chance. He hurt me once and who knows he might do it again. I'm not willing to go into it again. Although a part of me still love him dearly and missing the feeling when he looked at me and saysing sweet things and when he kisses me and many other ting, and then there is also a big part where I feel that he is not always so much in to it.

So now I'm really confused, do not know what I want. But think it will be easier if I did not go back to him. I will get ovcer him faster this time and I will live my single life with my lovely girlfriend and avoid getting hurt in the end. So now I just have to tell him that I can´t give him the second  chance....
Hope my life gets a little bit easier after I have spoken with him. And I stop thinking about him and that I can fall asleep happy and not confused anymore.

Boys comes and go but real friend will allways stay. <3 <3 <3